OH MY GOODNESS!!!

Ok, I am a huge LL fan, not just his music but also the man is just freaking HOT!! So my Gigi heard that there was a LL Cool J/Nelly concert coming to St. Louis so she had me online to see when/where it was. Well I couldn't find anything mentioning a concert BUT I did find something better - pictures of his fine ass!





Ohhhh! Now that is one FINE MF'er!


Have a good weekend!

Mya...cutest baby EVER!! (Besides my own son of course)

Here is Mya Claire, she is almost 6 months old now! Time flies huh.

Happy Administrative Professionals Day!!

I don't think anyone in my office even knows that today is "Secretary's Day"! Damn! Usually we get gifts, this year with the "belt tightening" our agency is doing along with the fact that we have a new supervisor I doubt we get jack shit! Another reason I want a different job. Nina works at a law firm and they celebrate all week, with gift cards, BBQ's and all kinds of cool stuff. But that is ok, here is a "Happy Administrative Professionals Day" to all of you out there who also get forgotten! Have a great day!!!

Dreams!

Ok, last night I had this dream that seemed SO real, and I SO wish it were! I woke up this morning and wanted to go back to sleep so I could live in the dream some more!!! So, in my dream I won 1 million dollars! It was actually something like $1,040,000 to be exact. Needless to say I was EXCITED!!! I remember thinking that it really wasn't that much money after I did everything I needed to do. I needed to buy me, my mom, my dad, sister and brother all a new car. Then I needed to pay off my parents debt and house and buy them a new house, and then get me and my sister a new house. In the dream I was talking with my dad and he was saying how after we did all that we would still need to keep our jobs cuz that would be about all the money. So anyway, I immidately started looking for a house for myself. I was having so much fun. And I don't know if it's because me and Nina always say we will share our lottery winnings with each other if we ever win or what but she was in my dream and we were looking for a house together. We found this gorgeous house for $229,000. I remember the exact price and it was the greatest house ever. It had a huge sunk in tub in the bathroom, and it had an inground pool and hot tub outside. I remember every time someone would ask I kept saying The only thing me and Nina really want to have in the house is a sunk in tub in the bathroom and an in-ground pool with a hot tub". It was crazy. But I wish I could describe the house we ended up buying. There was this huge, beautiful grandfather clock when you first walked in, then some stairs, at the top of the stairs you went left to the kitchen and right to the living room. I remember the basement had all this cool stuff in it, a ping pong table, a pool table, dart board, a boxing machine? yeah I don't know where that one came from, and lots of arcade games! It was great. I remember I just kept saying I don't care I still have to work, at least I have a new car and a house that I don't have to make a payment on! But then I had to wake back up to real life, DAMN! I went out and bought I lottery ticket at lunch just incase that was a sign of some sort! Wish me luck!

Happy 4/20

I have never know where the hell the whole 420 thing about smoking weed began but I found this definition of UrbanDictionary.com (Thanks to Erin for letting me know about this fun little site!)

420

420's origin IS known.
the term 420 originated at San Rafael High School, in 1971, among a group of about a dozen pot-smoking wiseacres who called themselves the Waldos, who are now pushing 50. The term was shorthand for the time of day the group would meet, at the campus statue of Louis Pasteur, to smoke pot. Intent on developing their own discreet language, they made 420 code for a time to get high, and its use spread among members of an entire generation.
So there ya go, someone's parents out there invented the term 4/20.
And remember this:
There are NOT 420 chemicals in Weed. It's about 315, the num. goes up or down depending on what you're smoking.
4/20 is NOT police code or Maryjane.
And that whole shit about Holland and 4/20 over there being "tea time" for smokers isn't true either.

So there ya go, have fun all of those who partake in this sort of recreation!!

Okay.....

Well I was still a little peeved at T yesterday as you can probably tell from my post. But I have since calmed down. I am feeling better, not so emotional, so that must have been a fluke. As for the B situation, I didn't let him give me the money. I need to cut all ties with him, and accepting his "bribe" would just give him ammunition to use against me when he chooses. Now after I bitched about T yesterday he called me after work and sounded really down, turns out he was laid off from his job yesterday. I felt so bad for him. He is already out looking for another job today and I'm sure he will find a new job but he is still down. Which is understandable. Losing your job is scary as hell especially so unexpectedly.

And in my angry state of mind yesterday I forgot to mention the good part of the weekend. Friday night C, Gigi, T, and I sat at the house playing cards and drinking. Then C, T, and I decided to leave Gigi home with the kids and go to the bar for a little while. We had fun. We laughed our asses off, played darts and pool. We had a good time. Saturday I pretty much slept all day, I was a little hung over and it was rainy outside so it was ok. Later that night T and I went to see Scary Movie 4. It was funny in the stupid "scary movie" kind of way but it was nice to be out just the two of us since we almost always have other people around. Then when we got home we gave each other massages, it was so sweet. So it was a good night all together. Then Sunday happened, but things are ok now.

How did this happen?

Ok, so I've been "got"! T was "oh so perfect" when we first started dating. He did everything right. I don't know if this was his plan or what but since we have decided to be "together", things, oh they have changed. First, my BIGGEST pet peeve is when someone says "I'm on my way", or "I'll be over there soon", and then not only doesn't show but also doesn't even call to say plans have changed, I won't be there. I hate waiting for someone in the first place but when I wait for nothing, I get pissed! T has now done this TWO times! The first time I tried to be nice and said "hey, this is the one thing that pisses me off the most, if plans change, just call and let me know instead of just not showing up", he apologized and said it won't happen again......BUT it happened again. Yesterday, I invited him to dinner with my family b/c I cooked at my house. He said he would come, this was Saturday we talked about this, then Sunday comes he calls and says he might BBQ with his family but still would be by my house in a little while. So I wait, we ate dinner at about 3:30, still no T. I didn't really mind since I figured they had decided to BBQ, but then about 7pm I still hadn't heard from him, no phone call or anything so I called they said he wasn't there. Ok. I went to the store and he lives right by my house and I pass his street to go to the store. I see his truck. I call again and they said he wasn't there! Now I'm like ok, what the hell. I wait and call about 9:30, again he isn't there. Then I'm pissed. I have no idea why I got so mad but I was so mad I felt tears in my eyes. I called again about 10:30 and he says "tell her I will call her back". That was it! When I finally did talk to him I was like "are you avoiding my calls" to which he said "no, what are you talking about", then he said he would be by to talk to me. When he got there he made his little excuses about "getting busy BBQing", "loosing track of time", "no one told him I called", you know all the usuals. Then he was a little tipsy, I could tell he had been doing some drinking...he said "well why didn't you just stop by", I was like "well if you would have called and invited me, I would have", I'm not going to just show up! Now here is the kicker....he says "yeah I did ask you not to just pop up without calling", I was like "WHAT?!" He never said anything of the sort to me! I said what do you mean I can't just pop up without calling why not? He says the following: What if I'm sleeping? What if I'm not there? I was like ok, they would say he's sleeping or gone. Then he says "What if I'm kicking it with my friends" or "have company"? Now I don't know what the hell is going on, I just started new birth control and I don't know if it's the hormones fucking with me or what but I lost it. I started yelling, what the fuck do you mean if your friends are there, do I ever tell you you can't come over cuz MY friends are here? And what do you mean if you have "company", I thought we talked about our situation and decided to only see each other which means you shouldn't have "company", I went on to rant about if he was playing games, or if this relationship wasn't what he wanted to let me know, cuz I'm not going to be playing his games, and while in my little tantrum, I started crying, yes, CRYING!!! Can you fucking believe I let him not only piss me off to the point of tears, but I let him SEE me pissed/hurt to the point of tears! That just isn't me. He has this like smirk on his face and starts with "Baby, baby calm down I was just kidding, I do only want you, you can come over whenever you want, I was just messing with you, I'm sorry".......This only further pissed me off. That is not some thing to joke about, especially when I was already mad to begin with! I am starting to remember why I don't mess with younger guys! Actually I'm starting to remember why I don't ever committ to one guy! I have actually changed my "player" ways for this MFer! Usually I would still talk or see other guys, but I sooooo thought he was "the one" and didn't want to mess it up. So when some other guy would call and want to hang out or whatever I would say "no, I have a boyfriend". Those words don't usually come out of my mouth in that context anyway. It would usually be no we can't go there, we might run into my boyfriend or something like that! ;-) And then there is B, he has been calling, he even popped up at my apartment one night. He is the type that thinks money can get him anything he wants, so he has been trying to give me money asking if I need anything and shit like that, KNOWING that I could always use some extra cash I said no, NO to the money! No to the money that was in my face being handed to me, I pushed back and said "I'm cool". That is how into T I was! Yes, that was the right word "was". I'm still going to talk to him, but you better believe I'm not going to be the good little girlfriend anymore. As a matter of fact, B is on his way up to my job to give me money to fill my gas tank! And yep, I'm taking it! I may have slipped up last night and let him see me like a punk, now he is going to think he "has me hooked", but it won't happen again I can tell you that. I even told him last night, he should have acted the way he is acting now from the beginning, then I wouldn't have fell for his ass. I told him he acted like Mr. Perfect at first and now wants to act like an asshole! He just kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry"! Yea, whatever! I am still mad!

Happy Spring Holiday!!

The court is calling tomorrow, "Spring Holiday" instead of Good Friday to be politically correct I guess....it's so funny how far this crap has gone. If you celebrate the day enjoy, if not ignore. That's how I feel anyway. But I'm getting a day off work and it's for Good Friday so I am happy! I hope everyone has a great Easter/Passover/Other Weekend!!

PS: C was totally pissed about her boob being on the web! She got over it though and now it's ok. For now anyway, we'll see who's next.....

Friends.....oh they are so goofy!

Ok, here's a little story. My friend Gigi, or as her license plates used to say "Freaky G", has been using her cell phone to take "dirty" pictures and send them to her man. He loves it obviously but she also likes to show us, "us" being C and myself. So Thursday I get in the car on my way home from work and on the radio I hear "we are still taking your calls about taking freaky pictures with your cell phones"! I was like oh I gotta call. So I call and tell how Gigi takes pics of her "coochie" and sends them to her man, and also how she uses "props", (aka her dildo) in the pictures. But not only that she shows us, her girlfriends the pictures and thinks it's so funny. But what can I say, we keep looking everytime she says "hey look what I did", so obviously we aren't right in the head either. So I called Gigi and told her what I did she was like "I'm gonna kill you", I said "At least I didn't use my name nor yours...." But thinking back I totally should have! Moving on to the picture in today's post. C must have gotten a wild, although milder, freaky hair up her ass and decided to take a picture of her boob and send it to Gigi. Now being the pranksters that we are she immidately called me and said "hey C just sent me a picture of her boob, I'm going to send it to you so you can put it on your blog"!!! C is going to be HOT!!! But it is going to be soooo funny when she logs on and sees her boob on display for all the world to see! Gotcha C!!! You know you love us! And I will be watching my back for revenge!!! Haaa haaa haaa!!!!

Thursday Thoughts

Nothing new is going on in my boring little life. I am having a PartyLite party tonight. It was a good idea at first but now it's just a pain in my ass! I'm only doing it to get free stuff but the amount of free stuff you get is based on how much your guests buy, and I have heard from several of them "I'm only buying a box of tealights", which means they are only spending less than $10. So looks like I'm spending money on the snacks and soda for this little party and not going to be getting jack! I have spent about $175 all together at the last 2 parties I attended and thought this would be my "payback", doesn't look that way. Oh well, I am done with this crap after tonight. Although I do really like their candles and holders and stuff, it's all pretty but a little pricey. I will probably still buy candles, they are good quality and smell really good, plus they have tons of different scents. Other than that, nothing new going on. I have a 4 day weekend coming up and I am looking forward to that. Ant's on spring break from school so we're gonna hang out.

Holy Crap!!

Today is my first day back at my office this week. An F2 tornado went through the city I work in Sunday. It collasped the roof of a building maybe 1/2 block from the building I work it. Getting here this morning was crazy. Roads are blocked off, trees and signs are laying around. It was just so crazy to see how much damage was done. Here are a few pictures from the news:

Monday Madness

Well this was a quite weekend. I didn't end up going anywhere, my parents kept my son from 2pm Saturday until 12:00pm on Sunday. It was a nice little break and he had a good time. T and I stayed in, all the girls came over Saturday night, we played cards, drank long island iced teas, and talked shit. It was a good time. I have not laughed that hard in a loooonnnggg time. My stomach muscles were hurting from laughing so hard. That may have had a little to do with the herbal refreshment I decided to partake in with the girls. I don't do that too often, they always do but I always pass. Well Saturday night I decided what the hell, and joined in the fun, and let me tell you, I forgot how fun it was!! Not that I'm will take it up regularly but it was fun! All this time T was the only male sitting around the table with 5 women, high/drunk women at that and all the while he just joined in and enjoyed the fun! He is so awesome. Speaking of T, we became "official" on Saturday (yes April Fool's Day). We talked and decided we are going to only see each other so he is now "My Man"! Hee hee!

Not too much else going on. We had some bad storms and tornados in this area yesterday. A department store building that is right in front of my office building collasped with people inside during the storms. I heard only one person died, and a few others were injured. So our office has no electricity, and all roads in that area are closed anyway so there is no way to get to our office. We are closed today and possibly will be tomorrow also. I'm covering at another office today but hopefully tomorrow I will get to enjoy the day off if we aren't open.

Ok, folks hope everyone had a great weekend, ta ta!