Just call me Stella......

I went out over the weekend. My first time out with the girls without "boyfriend who isn't really my boyfriend guy", FBF "fake boyfriend". Anyway, we went to about 4 different bars. It was a good time. About 1:30am we decided to go to POPS. As it never closes and there are a wide variety of poeple there, it makes for an interesting night. Since it was the Saturday before Halloween, there were lots of people dressed up, including a dude dressed as Ron Jeremy, as in the porn guy. He looked alot like him, big belly, hairy chest, he had on a robe open to show his chest, some superman undies, and a huge fake penis underneath that he kept showing....not a pretty site but it was funny. There were 2 guys dressed up as invisible people. The costumes were really cool. There were alot more I just can't remember riglht now. Then I met me a cute Jamaican guy! We sat and talked the whole night. I loved his accent! He was so sweet telling me how pretty I was and blah blah blah, asking me why "someone as cute as me" didn't have a boyfriend. I didn't even bother telling him about FBF, cuz I didn't see the point. We chatted a while longer and then he leaned over and kissed me. Not just a peck either, a long passionate kiss, right there in the middle of the bar! It was still nice. We exchanged numbers, he called yesterday and again today. He is already wanting to see me again...I don't know. I told him probably this weekend, since he lives about 40 mins away from me and I don't have a whole lot of free time, between work, and my son. He said oh that is too long to wait! Um, ok have a little patience dude! We were supossed to go to dinner last night but I was sooooo hungover and since I just HAD to go to bingo, I only got about 3 hours of sleep, so I was in bed by 7:30 last night, ASLEEP, and I overslept this morning and didn't wake up until 8:30 which is when I usually leave for work. So I made up for the lost sleep.

It is raining outside and it's Halloween, it ALWAYS seems to rain on Halloween! We are going to have to go trick o' treating in the rain. Nothing will stop my son from getting all that candy! This is his favorite day! He's silly. So it will be a cold, rainy walk tonight, yeah, nothing better!

Ouch, ouch, ouch!

I think I have a UTI, AKA a bladder infection! Man, I keep feeling like I have to pee and then just a little trickle. Yeah I know this is WAY more information than you would like to know but this is my blog so if I wanna complain about my peeing problems I will.....:-)

In other news, we went to haunted houses Friday night. It was pretty fun. We did the combo thing they had 3 houses for $20, or one for $15, so we did the 3. The first one was Silo X , it was pretty good, the other two not so great but we had a good time. I had to be the leader of the wimps I was with so I got to lead the way, bumping into more walls head first than I can count and being the one to get the scarey people all in my face! But oh well, we had a good time. I did try to leave them toward the end I was tired of the hiding behind me. Didn't happen since Gigi has such a tight grip on the hood of my sweatshirt, I choked myself trying to run away.

Saturday we went out, played darts, had a few too many drinks and came home. Sunday was spent recovering.....today back to work....can't wait for the weekend to come back around!

What have I done.....

When I first started this blog it was supossed to be somewhere I could get my feelings out and tell all my deep dark secrets......but I screwed that up by telling everyone I knew about this damn thing......I'm an such an over-zealous son of a bitch.....anywho. I have been thinking of making up a new one. But I don't really feel like going thru all that again and then I like my pictures and stuff on here. So I was thinking well maybe people I know have stopped reading my blog, if they haven't they sure as hell don't leave me any comments so they should stop reading if they have not! I don't really have any juicy secrets right now, well maybe just one.....Anyway. And really I tell just about anyone anything I want to anyway so maybe I'm just full of shit.

Well now onto something else. I have been talking to the guy I met at the gas station for almost 2 months now! Wow, that is a record. I usually don't stay into a guy for very long. They ALWAYS do something that makes me not like them anymore. Probably the reason I am single most of the time. See there is a catch with this guy though....ok, ready, he has a girlfriend, whom he happens to live with. They have been together for about 8 years. Not married but living together. I found this out right after meeting him, he said their relationship was on the rocks and they were planning on splitting soon. So I didn't really mind, since I wasn't really looking for a serious relationship and just wanted to date and have fun. Well that is what we have been doing. We go out, laugh, joke around, and do lots of things. My son hangs out with us sometimes and he is a pretty nice guy. But now, I'm feeling like this is just wasting my time. Although it wasn't supossed to be serious he is a jealous muther f'er! He doesn't think I should date or talk to anyone else.....I think I should. Although I haven't, I don't know why. I don't think he really plans on splitting up with the girl he is with. I also don't think I want him to. I KNOW if he were to leave her and we were to be together exclusively, within a month I would be breaking up with him. I think it's the thrill of trying to "catch" em! Then as soon I as I know they are caught, I don't want them anymore. I am seriously deranged, I know. So I keep telling myself, stop seeing him, it's not right, it's not fair to anyone involved...blah, blah, blah....but I can't stop. I am crazy! I think most of it is he is so nice and he is always giving me things, buying me things, giving me money. Which kind of makes me a gold digger. Plus he is alot older than me, I'm 26 he is 43. So not only am I a gold digger, I have a sugar daddy!! Not really but still. I don't know, I'm such a fool. I think I may still see him just not as much as we have been seeing each other. I need to find a real man, who wants a real relationship, if such one exists. I do want to have my 2nd and final child by time I am 30, and that is fast approaching.....I will be 27 in January so that only leaves me a year to meet someone, a year to fall in love, get married and get pregnant and then 9 months to "grow" the baby!! I'm on a schedule here......the clock is ticking!!! My son is already 6 years old, he will be 10 by time he gets a little brother or sister and then he probably won't even want one anymore....

Overheard at bingo.....

Older black women tired of not winning: "Where the hell is my damn holy water"

Long time no see....er hear....uh read....whatever!

So I haven't posted on here in ages. I guess I was not in a blogging mood, that along with not really having much to say leads to no posts! But I'm back. I was on vacation last week from work. It wasn't really much of a relaxing vacation. It was full of doctor's visits for my son. He has never liked peanut butter, even though he had never tasted it that I know of, he has always hated the smell and if someone tried to give him candy or whatever his first question is always does it have peanut butter in it? So a few months back I had a butterfinger icecream bar. I had always just thought he didn't like peanut butter cuz he never tasted it, cuz come one what kid doesn't like peanut butter. So I tricked him into tasting my ice cream bar which had peanut butter in it. Well it just touched his lip and tongue barely, and he starts screaming and spitting it out. His lip immediately started swelling and burning! Now I felt like an idiot cuz I had tricked him into tasting it and it turns out he had a reaction to it. So that was the end of me trying to get him to eat peanut butter. Then a few weeks ago we had chili for dinner, he has never tasted chili either, and he's 6 years old, so I got him to try and and again as soon as it touched his lip it swelling and he said it was burning. So I decided to mention these incidents to his doctor last week who referred us to Cardnial Glennon Children's hospital for allergy testing. So Wednesday we went in for those. And it was not fun! My son is terrified of needles! And anything else that may cause him any amount of pain, so they use these pronged plastic things they call "catipillers" they are dipped in different oils and then poked into the back, 36 pokes in all!! He screamed the entire time and it took 4 of us to hold him down. Then the poor boy had to lay still on his belly while his back swelled and itched. All I could do was fan his back and rub around the outside....it was horrible! So after 15 minutes they came in to read the results and he is allergic to about everything. He has had asthma and outdoor allergies since he was 1 so we knew he was allergic to a lot of trees, grasses and weeds. He is on medication for those. But he is also allergic to peanuts, peas, tree nuts, cats, dogs, beans, shell fish, soy, and a few other things. Amazingly, all the things he never wanted to eat. So they gave us some information on things to avoid, and what to watch out for along with a ton of prescriptions, including Epi-Pens which are shots to carry with us incase he ever ingested something he is allergic to and has a severe reaction, where he is unable to breathe.....scary shit! But we have gone over what he shouldn't eat and he doesn't like most of it anyway so we should be okay.