Soulmates....revisited

Over a year ago I wrote about soulmates and whether or not they were real. I know believe they are. I don't mean to get all mushy, but I believe Terel is my soulmate. I am totally in love with him, for one. But more than that, I have never had the feelings I have for him, ever before in my life. I think I was in love with Anthony's dad, but I was young, and it wasn't a healthy relationship, still I guess I was in love. Even then I didn't feel what I feel now. I have dated, and really liked, men in the past few years, but none have given me what Terel has. I am not the best with words, but I was laying in bed last night watching him sleep, and I just started crying thinking about how loved I feel by him. How I love just feeling his hand brush my back, or feeling him next to me while we sleep. Or the way he comes up behind me while I'm doing dishes just to give me a hug and kiss and tell me he loves me. I have always felt that something was missing in my life and he really makes me feel whole. I have never fully trusted any man I have dated, EVER, but I truely trust Terel wholeheartedly. It's scary to say or even write that, thinking that it may go bad since I admitted it, but I do. I don't know how or why, it's just something I feel in my heart, I trust him, with my heart, with everything. Another thing is how much alike we are. We laugh at the same things, make the same silly kind of remarks, and even think alike. I will be thinking about something, and a few seconds later without me having a chance to mention it, he will come ask me the saem thing I was going to ask him. It's amazing. Another amazing thing is how he is with Anthony. It's like they have known each other forever. He accepts Anthony like his own child and when we talk about the future, he mentions Anthony as ours, I don't know if he really understands how wonderful that makes me feel, but it does. I am so happy in my life right now, and so glad that he is not only part of my happiness, but is sharing it with me.